Hello everyone its been a while that i dont write here in my blog. I was very busy with our new life here in canada. It was not so easy to go here in a place which i dont know , I have to adjust a lot from working , living and especially friends. What a life change for me since i arrived here in canada, in the philippines I run our Internet cafe everyday for 16 hours now here i have to be  a full time mother for my two kids. I have no choice have to stay here until i can have a new life here with my family.I hope one day i can just meet some friends here so that i am not that lonely heheheh.

My eyes still like to sleep, I sleep last nigth late co'z im talking to my companion from canada until 1:00 a.m. in the morning and wake up at 6 in the morning. Im happy that we have internet in the house becuase we are able to communicate everywhere even I am in the store or in the house.

Its really shocking for me when i see the price of the oil when i gas up the car this morning the price was raise to 1 peso per liter. Wow all I can say Philippines is getting worst and worst imagine our rate in our internet before when we start it was 40 peso  in they year 2000 an hour and the price before of the oil is not that high but  rigth now  our rate in the internet  is only  20 peso per hour   and the people will tell us very expensive hahhaha what a wiered way rigth? Imagine the 100 peso today is like 10 peso when you spend it. And the rice prices also are getting high which make more difficult to the life of all the Filipinos becuase Filipinos are eating rice everyday.

First time when I hold the mouse is in the year 2000. I was really scared to touch the mouse or anything becuase I dont really no idea how to use it.I grew up in a poor family and I dont finish high school due to lack of money to go to school. When I look back those times that I am scared of touching the mouse I will just shake my head and laugh, becuase rigth now I can say I've done a long way I am not scared anymore, I run our Internet cafe for almost 6 years and learn a lot of things on those times, I can say based in my experience I dont need to go to school anymore becuase the business teaches me a lot of things not only in the computer teaches me also as a businesswoman, the dedication, the hard work and the commitment everday.

Being a first time mother I dont really have an idea how is giving birth is, everybody is telling me its very painful to give birth but inside of me I cant really imagine it yet becuase its my ifrst time to give birth. I ended up having a pree-clamsia when I give birth,Preeclampsia is a condition in which high blood pressure (pregnancy-induced hypertension), proteinuria (protein in the urine), edema (swelling) and excessive weight gain occur during pregnancy. The condition usually occurs after the 20th week of pregnancy. The placenta is the spongy material in the mother's uterus that nourishes the fetus. Some experts believe that a problem with the placenta causes preeclampsia. The mother has spasms of the blood vessels, which increase her blood pressure. The blood flow to the placenta is impaired. If the blood pressure is not controlled, it can damage the placenta and cause death of the baby. Preeclampsia develops in 5% of pregnant women. It usually occurs after the 20th week of pregnancy. It may be mild or severe. The high blood pressure can affect the brain, kidneys, liver, and lungs. If the woman develops seizures or coma, the condition is known as eclampsia, very difficult for me becuase I labor very long hours and finally my son was born 8.5 pounds but i have to get one bag of blood to the  other person becuase the doctor said I am out of blood what a nice experience. But the feeling of happiness no one can measure when I see finally my son which I carry for  nine months.What a nice and fullfiling experience when a woman give birth.

I used to have a black teeth in front  view of my mouth which makes me feel  very uncomfortable I been carrying that teeth for a long time. Having bad teeth which is very discouraging to my personality, I  cant  even smile properly if I smile I have to cover my mouth. Im thankful to my companion that he repair my teeth which all fine now. The dentist do 4 root cannal in my teeth and crown them into porcelain teeth. Finally I can smile properly without hesitation that my teeth are black. But in the Philippines even fixing teeth are cheap there are still people who cant affored fixing thier  teeth. I hope someday I can help them to repair thier teeth hehehehe but its true one of my goal to help this people to repair thier teeth my realtives alone need help fixing thier teeth even my parents they need too.

Wow its been raining hard today all day long. I heard a bad news this morning regarding the accident last night of the two pajero which bang each other and end up of the death of one of the driver which is a foreigner. When I am on the way to the store I see the Pajero was park in the corner where the accident was happen its really smash the front end of his car which lead him to die.But in regards to our internet its finally fix after all the calling to the thecncian that they have to fis today so that we can get moving with our business hehehehe.

Yesterday  we have our internet provider down again in our store and the worst is not only the internet is gone but our phone line also was dead. We loose every single sales on that day when our internet is gone which I  hate becuase it  ruin our sales. And the thecnician was not around still in Cebu 100 kilometers away from our store so we will wait for him in the next day until he can look after our line.  yesterday is a dead day in the store no choice other than wait for them to fix our internet line and phone line. I just hope they can fix it today.